Dear Friends,
This is the first general letter I’ve written since before my last trial, so I will briefly bring everyone up to speed. As you likely heard I was found guilty of 52 out of 53 counts. Sentencing is scheduled for late June. I will likely be sentenced to 18 life sentences plus a number of years. No big deal.
On the personal front, things have gone poorly and I’ve been struggling with depression. That struggle continues. Last week I experienced some type of paralysis which required my being carried to the prison hospital. For five days, I struggle with a severe case of vertigo, which made it difficult and sometimes impossible to walk or even stand. The prison doctor doesn’t know what caused my paralysis and vertigo, but suggested everything from an inner ear infection to a heart attack. Because I am such a high escape risk, they would not take me to the outside hospital.
Today, I am feeling much better. Not 100% yet, but clearly I am recovering from whatever it was.
Most of you know that I have been deeply involved in defending myself at trials for more than two years. But what only a few know, and I can now share openly, is that through those criminal trials I had a second agenda- a secret agenda. While it is no secret that I am opposed to legalized abortion, it has not been publicly known that I have "planned" to lose at my criminal trials in such a way that would allow me to mount an attack against Roe vs. Wade. The Reader’s Digest version of my plan is this:
At both my criminal trials I was prohibited use of the Justification
Defense, or Defense of Necessity. During those pre-trial hearings I was
able to get both US Attorneys to argue that I should not be allowed the
defense because Roe vs. Wade makes abortion legal. This very important
detail gives me a legal "nexus" to Roe.
Now that my constitutional rights have been violated because of
Roe, I have become a "victim" of Roe.
The Supreme Court has heard numerous cases where the anti-Abortion
Industry has tried to challenge a state law limiting abortion, but never
one, which is a direct challenge to Roe vs. Wade by a Defendant/Victim.
In the mail this date I have sent the Federal District court in
my region the documents which began my suit. This is a federal lawsuit
that is captioned Clay Waagner vs. John Ashcroft. Though I use my criminal
case to open the door, I do not ask for any relief for myself, nor money
for damages. What I did ask the court to do is to "Reserve Roe vs. Wade
as unconstitutional."
This Roe Challenge is unique in many ways, but one thing note worthy
is that I only named John Ashcroft in it. No one else, as is normal practice.
This way response to my motion will only be coming from Ashcroft. Since
I do not seek money or legal relief for myself, John Ashcroft will not
be able to disagree with anything I ask for, namely that Roe vs. Wade be
declared unconstitutional. The abortion industry will file "friends of
the court" brief’s, but this will have much less meaning than the Defendant’s
(John Ashcroft’s) response.
It is conceivable that John Ashcroft will not oppose my challenge, and that the George W. Bush appointed federal judge who hears the case grants my position and issues an order vacating Roe vs. Wade as unconstitutional. This or a trial in which the realities of abortion are presented for a rural Pennsylvania jury. I will win that one! Either way I see what I’m doing today as a serious challenge to legalized abortion.
Having worked very hard on this Roe challenge and having the initial papers, I am now at an impass that I have tried to ignore. I hate this part because it is something that I cannot do myself. I despise asking for help, but I must if I’m to make this challenge a reality. I need at least $450.00 in direct cost for filling fees, certified copies, and certified mailings. During my last trial I made a similar request and a few precious folks responded but I never had all that I needed and often went unable to do a simple thing like copy a motion (.15 per page here). I was greatly dissapointed by the response and promised myself I would never again beg for money so I could fight. But as it is now beg or give up the fight, (as of this writing I have .78 cents on my prison account). I have opted to again ask for money.
If you are interested in helping me in this battle, you can send a Postal Money Order in any amount to me at this addres:
Clay Waagner
17258-039
P.O. Box 1000
Lewisburg, PA 17837
My name and prison number must be on the money order. Or you can send funds via Western Union by calling 1-800-634-3422 and hit selection 2, or on the Internet at westernunion.com, click Bill payment, then Bill collect. (Phone and Internet for credit card or debit card) or go into any Western Union office with cash. In all cases give my name: Clayton Waagner, and my prison number: 17258-039, under city code enter FBOP, and under state code enter DC. Western Union charges $9.95 for this service, which is available to any federal inmate.
I do hate to ask for help, but I have no choice. If you do send money let me know so I can thank you. I’ll even send you one of my hand-painted cards. But if you chose to remain anonymous I understand, and you have my thanks.
Now that this Roe challenge is public knowledge I will send out regular updates to keep everyone updated. You who really care about what I’m doing here, are so few. Know that your prayers count, that your words of encouragement are needed, and that your financial support is now critical.
Thank you for being there. Now, as much as ever I need support to continue this fight.
In His Service,
Clay Waagner
e-mail Clay at ClayWaagner@ArmyofGod.com
by Clayton Waagner
Two months ago Neil Horsley posted a letter in
which I requested data which might be useful in
my upcoming trail. The request was for anything
which might help to prove illegal or immoral
acts at abortion mills, information on any woman
who changed her mind after a use of force
tactic, and any scientific data which supports
the personhood of a preborn child. As the
letter explained, this data is necessary if I
am to mount a defense for the preborn at the
upcoming Philadelphia trial.
At the time of the first letter my trial date was
set for April 8, 2003, but I believed that
if we all pulled together I would be ready in
time. With the posting of this request I
erroneously believed that piles of letters would
pour in filled with documents damning the
abortion industry for their crimes against humanity.
As it turns out, I greatly overestimated
the zeal of our movement.
The letter was posted during January, Roe's 30th
and a time when christiangallery.com received
more than a million hits a month, so my letter
was easily read by many thousands of
like minded believers. Additionally, I sent out
hundreds of letters to every anti-abortion
and prolife group whose address I could find literary
hundreds of letters. Much to my
disappointment the response has been a dismal
trickle and a great embarrassment.
When I began my war to protect the preborn murdered
by abortion, I believed I was alone
against them. After my arrest a few in the anti-abortion
movement found me and embraced me
for my efforts. It was a great comfort to know
that others believed as I did and supported my
actions. After my escape it was always in my mind
that I was not alone. That others agreed
with what I was doing and were praying for me
gave me great comfort which warmed me through
some very difficult moments and was a major factor
in my being able to close so many abortion
mills. Today I wonder if I was comforted by a
lie. The lack of support I have received in
preparing for this most important trial makes
me question the depth and commitment of the
antiabortion movement to this cause which we all
voice so loudly.
Much has been said about Jim Kopp's not having
a trial in Buffalo. I don't know what caused
Jim to allow such a great opportunity to slip
by, but I have an idea it was the fault of the
very group who claims to agree with his actions.
Jim had the courage to do something I could
not, to pull the trigger on a baby murderer, but
he did not have the heart to face a public
trial without the support of his peers. I understand
what Jim has went through. Two supporters
visited my last trial. Six of you have written
to encourage me, and a few have attempted to
locate the trial data I need. Those precious few
I greatly appreciate, but the rest of you
have become an anchor around my neck. I have come
to despise those of you who offer your mouth
in opposition to the mass murder of innocent preborn
children, but are too complacent and lazy
to lift a finger in their defense. I am equally
disgusted with those of you who once fought
hard, but are now warmed by past victories. The
babies you saved yesterday are grateful, but
your past valor means nothing to the 4,000 babies
who will die in abortion mills today.
I am concerned about the future of this noble cause.
We are a fruit rotting on the vine,
but are unaware of our status. We think we are
strong, but we are not. Even our enemies
overestimate our strength. But I have learned
the truth in your response to my request for
research help. For a few fleeting moments I considered
giving in and not fighting at trial.
This was not to make my life easier, which it
would, but to protect our cause. This trial
represents the largest scale attack against the
abortion industry in its 30 year history, so
the nation's media is sure to show up in force.
When two supporters show up the real story
will become the lack of support I received. Rightly
so. I believe Jim Kopp waived his trial
for just this reason: to save our group the embarrassment
of being exposed as the toothless
tiger that we are. Jim did not want to show the
world just how inane and shallow we have
become.
After much prayer and consideration I have decided
to continue the fight. In considering
pulling out to protect the cause I nearly fell
victim to the same sickness that has critically
infected the prolife movement. I nearly placed
the protection of the cause a head of what is
needed to protect the babies. The Babies! Remember
them? The reason for the cause is the
babies!
I will fight for the preborn with all of my ability
at this trial. If I must stand alone then
so be it. If we as a group are exposed as a sorry
lot of armchair warriors who "kills and eats
their own", then so be it. I do love you who have
stood up for the preborn, but it is not you
that I fight for. I fight for the innocent preborn
who are murdered under the banner of
"Choice". I will always protect the individual
with my silence, but I will not waiver from the
fight for the babies to protect our group from
bad PR. It is my belief that God would rather
you (the anti-abortion movement) were exposed
in your complacency than to allow you to
pretend you were doing His will when you are not.
The pro-abortionist say the issue is a matter of
choice. It is about choice for us as well.
We can stand up and fight for the millions of
innocent who are murdered in our midst, or we
can choose to do nothing more than mouth our opposition.
My choice has been well established.
I will always fight. You have formed your opinion
on the evil of abortion, but have you made
your choice to fight? Have you really chose which
side you are on? The lives of millions of
God's precious children hang in the balance, so
choose wisely.
In the service of The Most High God,
Clayton Lee Waagner
Reg # 17258-039
United States Penitentiary
P.O. Box 1000
Lewisburg PA 17837
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Whoso sheddeth man's blood, by
man shall his blood be shed:
for in the image of God made he
man.
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not pollute the land wherein ye are:
for blood it defileth the land:
and the land cannot be cleansed of the
blood that is shed therein, but
by the blood of him that shed it.
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